"You're here because you know something. What you know you can't explain, but you feel it. You've felt it your entire life, that there's something wrong with the world. You don't know what it is, but it's there, like a splinter in your mind, driving you mad. It is this feeling that has brought you to me." Morpheus - Matrix
What are you calling in in the next 12 months? It might be a few things; it might be one thing; it might be something very practical. Perhaps it's a dream or a goal that you want to bring to life. It might be purely energetic or feeling-based. You might say, "I just want to experience joy again. And I'm calling joy back to my body."
Those goals and dreams always have meaning. Your soul may want the achievement of that goal or dream, not for some perceived idea of success or some outer perception of success, but because of who you will become through the process, how you will change, and who you will be shaped into. You are, right now, in the timeline of your present while calling in the timeline of your future.
Don't be surprised if honesty creates transformation in your life this month. You either feel ready to say or express something that will create a shift in your life, your work, your relationships, or it’s honesty with yourself. Perhaps it starts by you waking up to some truths that you had not yet gotten to but that you are ready now or you're at the right stage of your journey or the journey for you and everyone around you to reveal some new truths from inside you.
It can be very thrilling to do this. Traditionally, we tend to be hardwired to think of honesty that creates destruction or disruption. But destruction and disruption are sometimes part of a transformation. There's often a tendency to fear honesty from self to others or from others to self, but it can be the most magnificent transformative agent. And if you're on the receiving end of some honesty, can you grow in a new way to just hear and receive it without needing to fight it, question it, worry about it, or get triggered by it?
I wish to take a moment to express a heartfelt message today. Many of you, regardless of age, are navigating some of the most profound changes in your lives at this time. We are experiencing transformations on our planet that are urging us to expand physically, mentally, spiritually, and emotionally beyond what we had previously anticipated. Ascending while remaining in our physical bodies, encountering multiple layers of death and rebirth within a single lifetime, particularly this year, requires immense strength.
As a practitioner working on the front lines, I am acutely aware that, while recent times have been exciting and transformative for many, they have also been incredibly challenging for others. Some are grappling with the release of what no longer serves them, striving to overcome self-confidence issues and rediscover the magnificent aspects of themselves that have always existed.
To those who find themselves in darkness, feeling as though they cannot continue or that the weight has become too great, I want to remind you: you came to this planet to make a difference. That difference resonates within the very fabric of Gaia and extends far beyond the satellites that navigate our world. Transitioning is not easy. You are loved, you are always guided, and you are never alone. You possess more strength than you can imagine.
This has been a challenging week for many lightworkers. Please hang in there and persevere, for without your light, this world would be a much darker place. Keep moving forward.
A time where there is the possibility within any, to be distracted or pulled into, any seeming ‘outer world or personal chaos’ of an ever increasing ‘loudness’ of a paradigm many beings are pre-designed to leave (whilst staying in their physical body). Be aware of any group or individual, that innocently or knowingly seeks to pull you into an imbalanced paradigm in drama or chaos. Is it yours? Or are you, yourself in Peace?
During this time and times ahead, more shall choose, one at a time, to surrender from WITHIN. One by One…A choosing to surrender their human mental burdens carried . And thus their release of emotional sufferings (energy frequencies) carried, for seemingly so long...Perhaps a whole lifetime . Amen .
But what is left when the WHOLE of the ‘character’, is WILLINGLY surrendered during this lifetime?
When ALL the ‘characters’ you may be aware of, in quantum parallel ‘playing fields’ of alternate ‘realities’ as other species also experienced by your Consciousness, are also surrendered?
What is left…? Beyond the multiplicities of All Creations? But The One God/Source/Creator. As all there is and ever was.
What is left is in and of, IT’s silence. Is The Presence of ITSelf. Before it created The Dawn.
At self chosen aware timing, of SELF DIRECTED inner stillness, IS…that which is ‘hidden’. That which becometh again. Silently calling All. SILENTLY, CALLING.. ALL. Such is It’s unending Love and Grace. Within all that seek relentlessly and devotedly, IT is revealed. Tis that, which never left…any one, within a temporary sojourn… As a seemingly ‘very real’ holographic ‘character’, inside a dream. A human form, made up of Light, with layers of variable light densities; as variable alternating Frequencies; and as intricate Vibrational Patterns that create the form, the semi-form (liquid light) and form-less. All within God’s Dreaming.
And as always I gently share: The way, your way, reveals IN you, through YOU. Your own unique design. If not already, learn to trust the ENERGY within your Heart. And the way will be opened to you, from WITHIN you. Be true to your OWN path, and callings. Your own Soul’s reason for coming here. And with great ease and effortlessness, from the Peace and Love within you, allow all ‘others’ outside of you, their way, their own Soul timings for the human form, allow peacefully from within you, their own life and choices.
The energy frequency of The Eternal Divine Peace, dwells quietly and eternally within you. Whilst it is met from within you, it holds the energetic space for all ‘others’ outside of you. Gently and compassionately so…For it is Love.
PS: For anyone new to this wall, that seeks a deeper understanding of ‘The Longer Timeline of Tribulations’ I refer to (of ancient prophecies gradually unfolding), every video I made since March 2023 pertains to it as support to you. All available freely here within the videos section or on my Utube channel (with subtitles for language translation or if hearing impaired. Lots of love to you all .
Over the next two weeks we have a lot of intensity at many levels.
Firstly, we have a very high level of solar activity that is likely to produce some big solar flares, perhaps in the X-class range, as well as solar storms. Many people are noticing that their mobile signals and internet connections seem to be more intermittent than usual, as all electromagnetic energy is connected. The solar energy is being pumped into the Earth, and into us. This may cause cut-outs with the internet and power grids.
So we all know this can make us feel more jazzed up, agitated, extremely tired or have chronic insomnia, aches and pains, tinnitus etc. as we try to assimilate these energies rapidly.
At the same time we have some very powerful astrology, principally the Mars-Pluto opposition which becomes exact on November 3rd at the final degrees of Cancer and Capricorn, the anaretic degrees, which can manifest as the most extreme forms of those archetypes; so we are likely to see final attempts at power and control from the top, the old guard, together with a strong desire from humanity to be more protective of themselves and loved ones.
Also at the event level we have many major things unfolding. The wars that appear to be spreading with shifting geopolitical dynamics, the US election, and the BRICS Alliance taking form that could have some very dramatic effects on western currencies and economies, to name a few.
So we have many really big scary things to distract us. My personal belief is that they will continue as long as we feed them with fear and polarisation. These feelings in our past have produced this present. There is a Chinese proverb about how our feelings of today produce our tomorrows. Of course if we are caught up in war or a flood or fire, then that is truly terrifying and the rest of us must come together to do all we can practically and energetically to help.
As the events get louder, I believe that they are tougher training ground for our mastery. The louder the external noise, the more we need to go inwards and find peace and stillness. Bare feet on the grass, meditation, breathwork (try the free Yogic Baby Belly Breath on my YouTube channel), laughter with friends, hugging loved ones . . all these things will help us. MAKE YOUR INNER STATE YOUR TOP PRIORITY going forwards as everything cascades from that, everything in your reality.
Even do it as an experiment for a while. Decide that whatever happens in the outside world, you will dominate your days with joy. Or love. Or peace. Do this for a couple of weeks and just watch how small things and relationship dynamics change for the better. Use the Infinity Wave that Hope Fitzgerald brought forth in three visions. Use the Ho'ponopono prayer (easy to find on line). See if you can come together with like-minded and POSITIVE solutions-based others.
For sure, after the election (if it happens), or the economic challenges, there will be many more challenges in 3D. Just look back over the last 4 years. They will keep happening at the 3D level. These events are all a training ground for our mastery to develop a much stronger sense of sovereignty and living from the inside out not the outside in, and this will enable us to raise our consciousness to go beyond such feelings of polarisation and fear. We start to create more consciously from love. This is a dimensional shift where war, hunger and poverty will not exist, but we have to help to create it along with the new cosmic energy. The two weave together.
This mastery will accelerate our experience of New Earth individually and collectively, or if we stay in fear, that will act as a ball and chain on our experience of New Earth. So the key issue is always where we are putting our focus in our waking time, where is our attention directed? What we focus on expands, what we ignore contracts.
Blessings to you all, let us join hands and hearts and move forwards with conviction into a much more loving world that we are all able to do as powerful co-creators of our reality.
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Also remember that although we are being strongly activated by various comic forces right now, our evolution, our metamorphosis into the New Human, happens from WITHIN us. Like a time capsule or a template, waiting for this moment. Just like the acorn to the oak tree, the caterpillar to the butterfly, and the water nymph to the dragonfly, it was there all along, waiting for this massive shift which nature always intended..
The acorn, the caterpillar and the water nymph don't resist, they go with the flow of divine intelligence. As humans our minds can get in the way and create resistance (just like me trying to outsmart my satnav that doesn't work so well). This period in history has been long prophesied and is already in process.
We are on our way.
Many blessings to you all on the ride of many lifetimes.
P1 calling Terrans for origin recognition! Attention for calls in PVSE/SdE!!!
Inner conflicts keep decreasing.
Oracles keep being activated on Local System.
Gladnesses are activated.
Attention Vanula, The Source of Potions! *RejuvD EMPOWERED >>>>> 100% (not countdown).
Defragmentation movement underway: 98% (not countdown).
Nouris projectors in support. 94% (not countdown).
Ashtar(s) prepare for activation.
Temporarily, end transmission.
Pleiades 1 (Supporting New Codes receiving).
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P1 calling Terrans for origin recognition! Attention for calls in PVSE/SdE!!!
Atmospheric clearings continue.
New vertical transformers are called.
Axis in final alignment.
MiD containment underway.
Attention Sparkling, The Fairy Storyteller! Immediate summons forthcoming! Master Projector support required: Synchronization started at 100% (not countdown). Start Support.
Nouris projectors reverberation at 93% (not countdown).
Do I just have the feeling that this October is really long even though time has sped up?
Somehow this perception of time is physically and internally completely out of sync... with me at least. There are events that I perceive as if they happened only last year, and meanwhile it turns out on paper that they happened about 3-5 years ago. I have a good story for that.
The water meter is replaced every 5 years, and I was surprised when the "water company" came to replace the meter. It seemed very strange to me, since in my memory it was as if they had been here last year or the year before and my memory is good. They asked me when it was last changed and I confidently said that it was 1 or 2 years ago. He looked at the paper and it turned out that it was exactly 5 years ago, here is my signature. I was literally shocked... that can't be... and yet it can be.
Somehow I never sensed "time", even now I can't associate my life events with years...except for my date of birth, which my mother made sure I learned. If my blog didn't have the year 2017 and I couldn't look it up, I wouldn't be able to say when I started...it seems like a few years to me.
If you asked me when I moved to Austria or when I finished school, I wouldn't be able to tell you...the years don't tell me anything, not even my age really, since it was never in sync. Even as a child, I felt old, and even though I looked in the mirror and saw a young face, I still felt old inside, and in a strange way, sometimes I thought of my parents as "young or just children".
Time is a strange construct, we measure it, we see how the sun rises and then disappears, we sleep and wake up to a brand new day over and over again like a squirrel wheel, and there were quite a few times when we just wanted to get out of this circle... the sun rises even when we are here and even when we are gone. The cycle of time and nature is like an eternal merry-go-round that never stops. Somehow we perceive the passage of time differently inside...like does it matter at all?
Perhaps you have also noticed that when you are very focused and immersed in something, be it a conversation, a movie, a game or your hobby, you somehow do not perceive time, as if you are stepping out of this construction, you are only in the present, and physically measured time passes very quickly. And there are times when you do things that have to be done, but you don't like it, then "time" moves at a snail's pace. "Life" here is only a moment for an immortal soul and our natural state is a timeless state.
Time as a 3rd dimensional construct becomes more and more irrelevant as our consciousness expands and we move up the scale of dimensions. Here in the dense matter, we imagine time with our minds as a straight line - we came from somewhere - we are - and we are going somewhere - i.e. past - present - future. But what if it is not a straight line at all, only our perspective and limited consciousness can see this. What if time is actually a stream, a spiral, like a vortex, and in fact everything happens at the same time, since the layers lie on top of each other and we can go up and down on it. The same as the frequency spiral, perhaps that is why the spiral form is a common form both here and in the universe. This would make it possible for us to be present in this, in our past and future lives at the same time, and if we knew the trick of time, we would be able to travel anywhere in time at any time and receive information from any age...but this requires a higher level of consciousness and an open mind.
The calendar, on which we count time in order to give a frame to our history, has already been altered quite a few times and thus we have received a false historical time frame and events yet the system asks us to account for the historical years what - when happened. Maybe that's why I can't work with years and for me easier to look the events in 100 years or more intervolume.
Recently, a lyric excerpt from Queen "Is this the real life? Is this just fantasy?" pops up in my head many times. Our reality or illusion or program is so real, it can be smelled, touched and tasted... but those who are able to do so experience the same in their dreams... so which is reality and which is a dream. I guess it's all a matter of perspective, because we may be awake there and dreaming here, while we are awake here and dreaming there - both can be dream and reality, or a dream within a dream and the reality is completely different...or everywhere just a dream.
You could read a few minutes of Andrea's philosophical musings, I apologize and thanks for reading 😅.
What everyone is excitedly "waiting" for lately is the next American presidential election on November 5. A lot of predictions and "insiders" claim that this election will be postponed for some reason. The reasons can be various - civil war, natural disaster, pandemic (although this would be very difficult to put together due to time). Despite the many announced news, it would be a joke if they actually held the election and did not cheat and nothing happening what the "truther" community predict.
We know that the puppet masters of the nominated politicians will do everything to maintain power, be it doom and gloom and are ready to sacrifice everyone for the sake of winning. If they were ready to take the lives of many people simply for the possession of land and other valuable raw materials and to silence the truth, then they would be ready to sacrifice even more people for the sake of the next election, just to keep themselves and their illusions in the saddle.
Here in Austria there was also an election on September 29, and the people voted for change. There were many complaints and dissatisfaction with the current government, as many people blamed them for wrong decisions, e.g. the pandemic, forced vaccination, inflation, more than 100% increase in gas and electricity prices, migrants, etc. The results of the vote were applauded by the Austrians, as another party won, but the joy did not last long, as the winner party did not have enough percentages to form a government only if they entered into a coalition with another party.
The President of the Republic of Austria gave the order and the time for the people of the parties to sit down and discuss with each other who can join a coalition. The word of the President of the Republic is decisive, and normally, if the party does not have that certain percentage, he can still decide to give permission to the winning party to form a government, but this time it did not happen. President Alexander Van der Bellen and the leaders of other parties do not like Herbert Kickl, the leader of the Freedom Party and his program, and since this party, which legally won the election, could not create a coalition. The final decision happened this Monday as the president issued the order for the 2nd strongest party to form a coalition and form a government.
Upon hearing this news, many people expressed their displeasure in comments on many platforms and under news. The people voted for change and the political elite ignored the people's vote because of their personal differences. As a result, the current government will remain the same and the chancellor who was never elected will remain the same for a 2nd time.
While in America they cheated the election with tricks, Austria "cheated" the election in front of the people, by ignoring the will of the voting people. The president spat against his own people and rather served the interests that keep him in the presidency...nice little power game.
The bottom line is that the majority of people in Austria were fed up with the current government and wanted a change, they voted legally and their vote was ignored. My first question was "then why did we vote?" Why was there a vote if they ignored the final result? The party won, but then it didn't. It's like you win a race in running, and the judge doesn't like you and gives the cup and the prize to the 2nd winner because he likes him/her. What a world we live in....oh Austria. What will be the Austrian people's response to this, well, at the moment there is silence, Armchair hussars are commenting, but there is currently no "demonstration" movement. The people are still patient, they will either digest this or rise up and assert their will. Now, or when another wave of inflation and forced vaccination follows, or when even more paid migrants (soldiers) start rampaging through the cities.
I think the 3-4 days of rain and flooding just before the Austrian elections was a warning from the cabal to be careful with the rebellion, or there will be consequences and probably the president who clings to power and the government, who are also accomplices of the deep state slept with them again so they could do whatever they were told to do to us again. The question is what is currently being done worldwide...because the chess pieces are in place...another question is how many people of the cabal and how many people of light are on this imaginary chessboard because something "fuckening" is sure to come...the question is how many will wake up after that.
That's all I've been up to today, and now I have some music to kick off the weekend - remixed version of Shout.
I wish for everybody a nice weekend and good new start of the next week :)
We're passing through the Photon Belt, receiving massive Transmissions of Light Waves from the Central Sun to get us out of illusion. The lesson is to stop controlling what's outside in order to gain control of what's inside you: Sovereignty of self, through the release of intense emotions.
The Great Magellane Cloud, the brightest galaxy-satellite has absorbed a smaller one, just as our Milky Way has already attached others. The Andromeda Galaxy, which was the first to ascend in this Resident Universe, is predicted to absorb the Milky Way, and now propel others. This is part of the Grand Plan of cosmic evolution.
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“Now, on the planets we call the outer solar system, the Reversal has already taken place. The Sun has been set free... and our Bodies of Eternity... “ ~BIDI on 04/10/18 - by JLA
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Recent activations through Light Waves catalyze radical changes in Frequency on the planet that governs the Planetary Time Matrix...
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SYMPTOMS OF RESURRECTION: “Just as happens in the cosmos, transformation by light occurs in the human body... violent and strong eliminations, both on your body level and your conscience level..
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It's not about resistances here, it's not about burning karma, but simply, with the predominance of Eternity, everything that was part of the ephemera and that was crystallized, connected to the habits, explodes at once. And then it might trigger pain... But you may note, that they no longer affect like they used to... ”~Bidi
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“Listen to what the Light of Grace says... Rejoice because on the timescale of your incarnate space, TIME JOINS WITH SPACE, putting an end to the passage of time and the illusion of space.
Welcome the Wave of Life and the Wave of Ether directly into your Temple of Eternity so that all else disappears from your life and consciousness, where form dissolves, where no word can alter your consciousness and your Flame. ” ~THE IMPERSONAL
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Vilma Capuano summaries of the collection of Shantinilaya and Miguel's Soldiers
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UPDATE: IMPLANTS AND SYMPTOMS
In the coming days, we continue to be under intense photonic and solar plasma energization, acting towards metamorphosis by deactivating some implants. The plasma light is similar to the Aurora Borealis.
The Spleen and Liver are changing their functions, updating the vital force of the blood plasma that goes to the Heart and Kidneys, due to the changing chemical structure. We are a microcosm, we have an internal solar system, in which all organs and systems are energetically interconnected to the macrocosm for the functioning of the Life forces that sustain the soul in the physical.
Certain blocks of consciousness and illnesses come from Implants at the etheric level to drain and maintain the Illusion in 3D reality through Pain. The implants aim to disconnect from your Essence, and to feel separated from the Divine Source. They were holographically inserted to divert and steal Gaia's life force and also the parts of the human body that belong to the anchoring system of our spirit during the experience in matter. .
One of the implants being dissolved is in the Spleen meridian, which is why we no longer feel the pleasure we used to when eating certain foods and need less quantity and more natural foods. . The energy of the Spleen is directly related to the Earth Element and the ability to have Mental Clarity. Keep it healthy: excess thoughts, stress and irregular eating habits weaken it. The Spleen likes warm foods, in energy and temperature, for example proteins, pepper, ginger, and cereals. .
The Spleen is the center for transporting the energy that is processed in the stomach to the Blood, transforming it into forces to regenerate and strengthen the immune system. When there is an obstacle in its functioning, it affects taste, appetite, iron levels, digestion, causes stomach distension and nausea, fatigue, insomnia, infertility. .
Over the last couple of decades, there has been this growing complexity in consciousness and where we and our human consciousness can reside and how we can, to some degree, be connected to each other, but be having very unique experiences that are whereas previously in history they would have wanted to butt heads against each other or go into conflict, now there is a bit more peace and space between them.
So, this has been birthing for the last couple of decades, but you're going to start to notice that you might be feeling far more dimensionally separate to the people around you, to people you are close to, and it's a whole new operating system.
So it's not necessarily a bad thing, you might start to experience this as very empowering. It might start to feel to you that, "Wow, I'm really beginning to inhabit myself in an all new way, and I'm still connected to these people, but I don't have to get enmeshed in the way that I used to. I don't get triggered the way I used to. I actually can feel more love for the people I'm around." But it's actually a level of dimensional separation.
You're inhabiting a dimension that you may have been working towards for years through your healing, through psychically connecting, developing your intuition. It's almost like a new space is opening up for your body and in some ways we can look at it as consciousness that has risen, but you'll be very viscerally experiencing it.
Although many are not aware of this, the ascension process is speeding up, and you will find that you simply do not react anymore to things which are seemingly happening in Old Earth. You simply do not wish to engage anymore, and with this, then fears evaporate and there is this deep inner knowing that all will work out in ways you may not quite foresee right now, but that is how it is supposed to be.
We have stepped into a totally different higher dimensional state now, and with this, our soul connections are deepening as we now finally have access to our ineffable soul knowledge, wisdom and all the experiences we have ever had as soul, in other star systems, galaxies etc. in this Universe and even beyond, as well as those lifetime on earth. Our soul memory banks are opening.
As this happens, we simply cannot go back to our old self, our ego self anymore. We are transcending it. We are starting to understand what true mastery means, and more than this, how we shape our own reality via every single thought, feeling and action we are taking or not taking.
Things which so grabbed our attention and zapped our energies, no longer can do so. We have simply outgrown it all.
Through it all the heart center expands now to include the throat and third eye, as the latter now merges with our crown chakra so that All Seeing, All Heaving and All Knowing now includes All Wisdom. This opens up the higher faculties of all these chakras as they now synchronize with those above our head and our transmitter channels open even more. These are like giant satellites which connect us Universally. Now the soul can soar again and communicate at intergalactic and universal levels, which we could not do when still in the Old Earth and its extreme density.
All of this is life changing.
The good news it that all of this will extend as we grow into the New Human Race, the new Root Race of man.
All is happening now. And most of this is unseen by the naked eyes, but fully seen by the Single Eye.
Expect the unexpected and simply allow yourself to expand beyond anything you ever believed is possible.
We now live the seeming impossible, as we reclaim our true inheritance as Sons and Daughters of the Prime Creator and Source.
As many of you know I've deliberately stayed away from commenting on the US election, now less than two weeks away, other than saying I'm not sure it will take place.
The reason for me feeling that it is not certain it will happen is that transiting Mars is currently opposing Pluto at 27° Cancer-Capricorn in the US chart set for 4th July 1776, 17.10, Philadelphia, and this opposition becomes exact from October 27th to 29th. Then on October 3rd, running right into the election, transiting Mars opposes transiting Pluto exactly at 29° Cancer-Capricorn. These aspects are combustible, assertive, explosive, militaristic, and can display 'brute force', but are excellent in your own chart for willpower and focus to drive a project to completion.
So these unusually powerful aspects running so close to the election may create a 'curved ball' which will mean that the election is delayed, disrupted or even cancelled. I never see the actual events as you know, but they suggest something significant particularly related to the US.
If the election does go ahead, I think it is very likely that the result will be delayed or contested in some way. That isn't just because the energy around the election is so polarised, but Mars moves retrograde on December 6th at 6° Leo, conjunct the US North Node, and continues retrograde until February 24th. When a planet is retrograde it is closer to the Earth and can manifest its symbolism more strongly. It is also during this retrograde phase that the election result must be ratified, and due to the vagaries of the US voting system it is possible that the candidate with fewer votes can still win.
Mars repeats its exact opposition to Pluto on January 3rd at 1° Leo-Aquarius, and again on April 26th at 3° of those signs. Mars doesn't move out of its 'shadow phase' (the degree at which it moved retrograde, at 6° Leo) until May 2nd. So this is an extended period of time, suggesting that whatever began at the first exact opposition may run until around late April.
Therefore there is potentially a lot of drama and noise around these transits and events that can pull out attention very easily into the turbulence and uncertainty of 3D and lower frequencies of polarity and judgement. Could it possibly be that there are some who would wish that to happen?
So this is a powerful test of our mastery. Despite what is happening in the external world, as far as you are able, stay in peace, calm and love, welcoming in an expanded consciousness of love. Keep dropping inwards to stillness. Know that humanity is entering a much more beautiful multidimensional period as the result of a dimensional shift. It's obviously harder to keep a positive focus if we are caught up in some extreme situation or weather event, which means that the rest of us have to come together even more in these higher frequencies to beam them to those who need them most.
Know that all this is part of the final death throes of the old order. Know that just like when I was taught to split a builders' plank with my bare hand, the trick was to focus on where I wanted to get to six inches below the plank, not on the obstacle.
These are very big times of endings and beginnings as many of you are aware. There is a clear collective timeline of fear and panic, and another very beautiful one borne of love, peace, joy and compassion. The latter is where we need to put our consistent focus and when we do, we accelerate its arrival for all of humanity.
Blessings to you all on this journey, and thank you.
. And thus their release of emotional sufferings (energy frequencies) carried, for seemingly so long...Perhaps a whole lifetime 
