"You're here because you know something. What you know you can't explain, but you feel it. You've felt it your entire life, that there's something wrong with the world. You don't know what it is, but it's there, like a splinter in your mind, driving you mad. It is this feeling that has brought you to me." Morpheus - Matrix

Hello Beyond the Veil 2017! First voice blog post and transcript! - 27.02.2026




Hello dear blog readers – and now listeners too,

First of all, I would like to wish everyone a Happy New Year and a Happy Chinese New Year, as the Year of the Fire Horse has officially begun, and everything is gaining momentum. This Horse year and the new planetary alignments have stirred the still waters and rather loudly kicked the door open in terms of planetary events. Sometimes we can barely keep up with all the new developments, but it’s important to stay grounded and anchored in our inner peace and balance.

The past year – and this January and February – have not been easy. The Year of the Snake was about shedding our skin: transforming our old selves, old belief systems, and overall the way we cope with life. Transformation is an ongoing project in our individual lives as well as on a planetary level – a constant death and rebirth, just like in nature: winter, spring, summer, autumn, and winter again. Everything is cyclical, as above so below. The planets are moving, creating new energies, and down here nature is going through its own transformation. Some elements do not survive, yet they make space for something new.

Blog News/Me News - Happy New Year/Dürnstein/Salzburg/Untersberg Pictures - 26.12.2025


This is my last post for this so-called year 2025… if we are even calling it 2025 at all, because in this world it’s worth questioning everything. After all, we know that calendars have been changed multiple times since the beginning of human timekeeping, and I am certain that our history is full of holes.

Regardless of the year or the calendar, this year was not an easy one. Whether you wanted it or not, change happened — from the outside or from within. It was a time of lessons, aha moments, realizations, transformation, closures, shedding an old life and an old self — a molting period. According to the Chinese, it was the Year of the Snake.

Every ending is followed by a new beginning, just as nature follows its own cycles, life its own rhythm. And since we are part of life, these cycles inevitably appear in our own human lives as well. Think about who you were, what you were like, and where you were years ago — and where you stand now. How much you have experienced on life’s roller coaster, and yet you are still here. Probably battered by storms, like most of us, but you are healing, moving forward on your path, and finally beginning to reclaim your power, to get to know your true self.

Blog News/Me News - Just Check in - 25.11.2025


How are the last few months of the year going for everyone?

To be honest, November has been quite intense and eventful for me so far, both internally and externally. If I remember correctly — it feels like it was months ago — there were 4–5 X-class solar flares, and each one brought a different shadow layer to the surface for me. Which isn’t surprising, since we were in Scorpio season, and that energy is always transformative. It’s the sign that deep-dives into the subconscious, the unseen; the sign that descends into the depths, battles its demons, and brings to the surface things that have been suppressed or hiding within us. No wonder this is the time filled with revelations and the beginning of the death-and-rebirth cycle within and around us.

The first X-class flare was actually quite positive for me — I felt satisfied with my life, myself, and my work. I was surprised, because whenever I feel even a little bit happy or content, something almost always happens that knocks me out of it. I really wished that feeling could last longer than a day. The next day there was another flare, and that one brought up a new layer of self-worth and self-esteem issues — not being chosen. Yes, you read that right. Even though I’m “active” on the internet, I still have plenty of issues related to self-worth… good old past-life stuff mixed with childhood traumas I’ve been carrying around and trying to heal for a while now. And then — boom — another layer rose to the surface.

Blog News/Me News - 18.10.2025


This is just a little mini update to say I'm alive – but unfortunately, the blog has taken a backseat for a while now, and it’ll probably stay on the backburner for a bit longer.

I’ve started a new project alongside my existing cross-stitching, and now I’m juggling the two, trying to keep both moving forward in their own way.

My brother has been suggesting for years that I start a new YouTube channel where I read bedtime stories aloud.
Where did he get that idea? 
I assume it goes back to our childhood when we shared a room and the Harry Potter craze hit. He got the first book as a gift, and since he wasn’t much of a reader but was curious about the story, we came up with the idea that I would read it to him at night.
Well, by the time I got to page three, he was already asleep – and let me tell you, he was not an easy sleeper.
Now that he’s a dad, and his child seems to have inherited his sleep habits – meaning he only falls asleep in the car or with white noise – he figured maybe my voice would help. We tested it out, and so far, it seems to work! The stories are short, but he plays them one after another for my nephew.

Blog News/Me News - 28.09.2025


I'm back…

I really needed that long break.

Thank you so much the nice comments and the support under my previous article😸

I’m aware that since I left this space, many people have moved on, and perhaps upon hearing this news about how I’ll be continuing, even more might decide not to join me on the next phase of the journey—and that’s okay. I’m happy if someone stays, and for those who don’t, I wish them a beautiful life and hope they find what they’re looking for—whatever it is that supports them on their path.

So, how will we continue on the blog?

With me.

There won’t be any more copied and pasted mainstream social media articles—unless something feels really important, and even then, it’ll be shared only with proper quotes and links. There might still be memes, because I do enjoy humor, and perhaps some music too, since that’s another love of mine. There will be cross-stitch updates, pictures—and the rest will unfold naturally along the way. I have no concrete plan at the moment. I won’t say my posts will be regular—I'll write when inspiration finds me and I have something to say.

Blog News/Me news - 28.08.2025


Hi everyone,

An intense August is slowly coming to an end, and we’re stepping into a new month. The energies are powerful—there’s a massive cosmic radiation affecting the Earth right now, which is quite challenging for our bodies. Wishing strength and resilience to all of you.

I have an announcement to make: due to personal reasons and recent events, I’ve decided to step back from the “online public space” for a while. So far, it’s been sheer mental stubbornness that carried me through the difficult days, but it’s getting harder. It feels like the 10 of Wands or 10 of Swords in tarot—emotionally, it’s becoming too heavy to carry.

It’s simply overwhelming to scroll through social media every day, constantly reading and collecting spiritual messages from various people. Each day, I feel like I’m pushing others’ carts forward by bringing their truth and perspective here—each one a different frequency, a small puzzle piece—and holding space for it all through my blog. But it leaves me with no time, energy, or even desire to share my own voice. The blog has become an obligation, rigid and saturated with other people's words and energies—and that’s what makes it heavy.

What means to be in the present moment and flow

 

Carta Astral 222 - cosmic radiation - 26.08.2025


Dear family,

Yesterday I couldn’t show up here because I didn’t have enough strength. It has been an intense weekend, and in addition to the wave of Cosmic Radiation that I began to feel on Friday afternoon (you may have felt it earlier or later), today we are also under the effect of incoming solar radiation, so it’s a lot for the physical body to handle 🦋.

Judith Kusel - never negatively compare yourself with anyone else - 25.08.2025


"Please never negatively compare yourself with anyone else – not with me, not with anyone else, for your soul journey is unique. You have unique and special talents, abilities, knowledge etc. which your soul has had and still has since time immortal when you were first born, and thus your ascension and transfigurations will differ from anyone else. Yes, there may be common ground, common resonance, yet the deepest truth, the deepest and profoundest guidance and inner intuitive knowing will always be yours, and your alone. And this is as it is MEANT to be!

Alexander Quinn - Recent Energies, The Body and the Black Moon - 25.08.2025


Recent Energies, The Body and the Black Moon

Dear All,

72 hours ago Earth was impacted by quite a strong wave of energetic frequency intensified by the presence of a rare seasonal black moon which is the third new moon in an astronomical season containing four for those occurring roughly every 33 months for those interested. 33 is in itself a master number and for those seeing 33 or 333, seeing it means you’re supported and on the right path and to keep following that intuition, however the black moon amplified the psychological and energetic effects of the recent incoming energy pushing for a more strenuous transformation within the four bodies especially the physical including the 
head ( feeling dizzy ) and the cardiovascular system ( pressure on he chest or heart pals )

Cobra - 12:21 Ascension Portal Activation Report - 22.08.2025

Our activation was a huge success, which will be written in the history books as the defining moment for the beginning of a new era.

The Lightworker community displayed an amazing degree of cooperation, creating over 300 videos in over 40 languages, generating over 1 million views.

All three activation have reached the critical mass. The first one was just a few thousand over the minimal critical mass, the second one had over 150,000 participants, and the third one around 200,000.