"You're here because you know something. What you know you can't explain, but you feel it. You've felt it your entire life, that there's something wrong with the world. You don't know what it is, but it's there, like a splinter in your mind, driving you mad. It is this feeling that has brought you to me." Morpheus - Matrix
Okay so this is Anonymous Romeo and I am forgoing the Anonymous route, somewhat. I Wish I could tell You my Name and emails and Instagram(s) and all that. To sum up my de facto ex, I fell in love with a lie. She was supposed to be like Me- Cute, Wholesome, Sweet, Pure, and Innocent. The cult definitely played a role in her life and sabotaged that relationship- She gave in to pressures though and was not sufficiently brave or expressing a desire to be anything that I imagined her to be. I sort of have a past- nothing really That Bad; I Promise! Cobra and The Resistance should Cover For Me and Allow Us to Meet so We can be Engaged and have time to get to know each other 🙂. If you’re not looking for anyone or you’re not interested then all of this is moot. It’s just that We are on the same page about so much and Your truths are My truths. I like the board game Settlers of Catan. I’m definitely a dog person- cats are okay but I might still be allergic. Anyways I don’t mind having some differences for a number of reasons- people compliment each other and that’s cool and interesting. My Perspective is that I don’t have any dealbreakers that The Alliance can’t resolve in Our favor, My Lady. I’m a Gentleman. I will admit sending at times potentially brutal sounding messages to My Ex but with what I have said before perhaps that’s understandable. I don’t want to do that with You at all and I won’t and I can’t. Usually I am mutually gracious about ending dating or a relationship or not seeing someone. Only Once did I really Fall Super Hard in Love without thinking and she ended up being a demon girl worthy of contempt. I Pray for God and Jesus’s Guidance Every Day. I’m willing to learn German and Hungarian and unlike so many Men I am somewhat unorthodox and different. I’m sensitive yet not effeminate, A Complex and Multifaceted Man. Thank You for your attention and consideration. VOTL!
ReplyDeleteHi, I have replied to all your messages as well as this one. You spread your cards, you shared with me what you thought you would share and I appreciate it. But you don't know me, and don't think I don't have a dark side. Each person here in 3D, like a coin, has two selves - one good and one dark. The dark side is actually a series of unresolved traumas, ego and otherwise. I don't think there is a pure perfect person, but there is will and action to become a better person. Because of your ex, now you too have a trauma and it's as if you are desperately looking for someone else who will make you forget the trauma you suffered. There's nothing wrong with that, but you're in a hurry. I also rushed at the time, I ignored the red flags, I got lost in the illusion created by my mind, which I created about the other person...but then the balloon popped and I climbed nicely into a relationship that maybe I shouldn't have. But the good side of this is the experience, so that we don't make the same mistake more than once. I consider myself honest in a way and I don't want to play with anyone's emotions. I'm in a relationship and I'm not looking for anyone at the moment. But what I'm looking for - friends, soul family. I've been a lone wolf when it comes to friendship for a long time. Anyway, even if I didn't have anyone, I would put everyone in the friendship zone first to get to know them and only then move in the direction of a relationship. I really hope that I did not hurt you with my words and that you are not angry with me. You can write at any time, on any topic - I will read it and hopefully respond. Take care of yourself and don't give up hope that you will find the perfect partner for you. those who are meant to be together will be together - it's not the end goal that matters, but the journey.
DeleteOkay so I have problems with entering a website for the Name URL for some reason. Keeps saying Invalid URL. So can’t do that. Definitely was Anonymous Romeo. I typed https://www.INEEDU.com and for some reason that’s an invalid URL. 😂 Anyways. At least I am claiming that- who else would do that and pretend to be Me and why? Anyways Thanks So Much For All Your Replies. I really enjoyed reading them. 🙂😌 I’m so glad that You like Me as a friend. You’re so fortunate to have a relationship- Life is definitely easier for women though and that definitely is one truism among many that creates resentment. If your relationship is Not at all a real physical in person relationship then actually you should consider Me. I told that fangirl that I pined for so much about Me. Very sensitive things. Yet she chose a wicked and evil path. Enough said. I Want To Tell You The Truth That Nothing Significant Is My Fault, among other Truths. I have to be discrete. I want to be Hopeful, despite all the suffering and the horrors that I had to endure. Be the Hermione To My Harry. I don’t really have a family. Also referencing what I have told You using dating apps and Craigslist is out for so many reasons. I only feel Safe and Comfortable (I Should have had that belief Sooner!) dating someone who is In The Know about Cobra and The Resistance and all the rest. Hopefully you’re familiar with the Harry Potter books or at least the movies. They were platonic friends. Oh and my de facto ex is a Slytherin 🤡🤮. Anyways, gotta move on with Life as the crummy 3D reality is. We probably won’t ever meet unless others bring Us together. That’s sad but true. 🥺 May God and Jesus and Angels and Ascended Masters Bless And Save The World! VOTL! 😇
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