Blog News/Me news - Bday time and honest talk - 26.06.2025

 Beyond the Veil (2017) yesterday (25.06.) become 8 years old...

We step into the 9th but honestly I don´t "think" or "feel" that will be celebrating the 9 years.

In a blog history 8 years is long and rare especially if it still active.

Honest time: 

I didn’t plan in advance how long this blog would go on – this is how far it got.

I had plans, but they changed, just as I have changed and keep changing.

I wanted to build a truly strong, supportive community where everyone feels “safe” and can be themselves, where everything could be discussed freely – well, that somehow didn’t happen.

I’ve come to accept this “community” and the “readers” quietly, just as they are.

Whenever someone reached out or messaged me, I tried to help, read it, and replied the best I could – and this will remain the same for as long as I’m here.

If I look at these 8 years of work from a 3D perspective, it feels more bittersweet than celebratory.

In all this time, I might have around 180 readers total, with maybe 40 daily visitors.

The blog doesn’t generate any income; in 8 years, I received donations twice.

Comments, reactions, and shares are as rare as a white raven.

I made a Facebook page, but likes and comments were so few that the algorithm basically shadow banned it.

I tried a Discord server – 2 people joined – eventually, I deleted it.

Upon request, I made a Telegram channel – including me, there are six of us. I’ll keep it, just in case it might still be useful, especially if something happens to the blog. At least through these social media/Telegram I can share what’s going on.

I’m still looking inward, asking myself: where did I go wrong? What am I doing poorly that after all these years, I’m still standing in the same place as I was years ago?

Maybe this path isn’t really mine – just a branch, a learning curve.

Naturally, the enthusiasm fades; the blog has become an obligation, rather than a passion project or a happy place.

I’ve written original posts, shared my thoughts, flavoured with things I love – music, films, pictures – but I saw it didn’t really resonate.

Maybe we’re not “like-minded” people.

Still, thank you for enjoying my travel blog posts, and for letting me share my pictures with you – whether they were AI-generated, cross-stitch, or whatever I was passionate about at the moment.

Because they matter to me – and I thought maybe you'd enjoy them too.

What you think and how you see things – I don’t know. If you want to write it down, you do. If not, that’s respected too.

Whenever someone gave feedback about the blog, I tried to adjust things to make it better for everyone.

To be clear: 

this isn’t a rant, not a pity post, not blaming anyone, and not asking for donations.

This is more of a year-end reflection from my point of view – ego-based, 3D, how I see it now.

I´m tired.

Last time when I asked Source should I stop my blog, the next days my browser and computer glitched like crazy, it was very Sisyphus task to put out the updates.

What’s going on in the background – at the moment, I don’t know.

Every journey is coming to an end and starting another one, and probably this "blog" chapter is coming soon to an end and eventually something will start. 

If any post helped someone get through a hard day, find peace, regain hope, heal, see something from a new perspective, or just laugh at a meme – then it was worth it. That’s a success in itself – even if it’s a moment that belongs only to you.

I tried to collect the writings of “spiritual people” whose posts might help, uplift, or offer a puzzle piece to the question of what the heck is going on here on Earth.

I’ll admit it honestly – I’m not a “love and light” type of person dripping with sweetness, and maybe that’s why I haven’t had much success. But that doesn’t mean I’m not capable of love or understanding or a kind person.

I have my own 3D light and shadow attributes and wounds, just like everyone else.

We’re all working on it, taking the intense energies head-on – and on top of that, the “dark ones” keep messing with us.

It’s not easy – not for me, not for you.

We’re in this mess together, and it’s by supporting each other – directly or indirectly – that we’ll make it through.

Because it can’t rain forever…

Long story short: 

The future of the blog is uncertain.

If I decide to end it completely, the blog will stay online, but there will be no new posts.

Other –

Regarding the Benjamin Fulford posts: the two sites that used to publish full versions of them no longer do so. Era of Light stopped first, and now it’s the second week that Prepare for Change has stopped posting the full entries too.

So it’s likely this post series will also come to an end on my blog.

Even the third site I sometimes linked to no longer shares the full posts.

Since I’m not a paid subscriber to Fulford’s site, I can’t share full posts either.

If I find a link, I’ll post it. If not – there won’t be new posts from this series.

Final Words –

Thank you to everyone who reads and visits the blog or contributed in any way.

I´m grateful for you because without you guys/girls won´t be reached this 8th anniversary!  

Wishing you a beautiful day and summer – and stay safe in all this “chaos.”