Identifying the conditioning that prevents us from being free of ourselves (our personality), and everything that was altering our true identity is not as complicated as we think it may be. To identify conditioning is enough to observe our emotional reactions with true honesty and discipline, without wanting to flee the discomfort that causes to recognize and accommodate an ′′ undesirable ′′ emotion because the same is learned from shame that happiness if we ask the questions Right. We were raised to deny ourselves, and the complexity of our emotions, because we live in a system that overrides individuality and belittles vulnerability, sensitivity, empathy and compassion. Since we were born our parents have been limiting our identity by creating those conditions to make sure we could survive in the experience of reality they had and that was also conditioned by their own parents. This is how, from those conditions, we create our personality to adapt to the environment and not be rejected or excluded. The wound we all have is that of conditioned love in childhood even if we call it different names, and that wound only heals completely when we receive the unconditional love of others.
Since we are born no one encourages us to know ourselves because we begin to meet other people's expectations to be accepted and assume that what we are told to want is what we really want, and that what we should be is actually who we are or al less what we should aspire to be. This idea of what we ′′ should be ′′ (personality) very difficultly matches who we really are (identity) because it wasn't created by ourselves, so failure is almost certain if we let those conditionings continue to determine the way in which we relate to ourselves and others because the fear of not being loved will always be present. We will keep overriding ourselves again and again. If we look at our emotional reactions and wonder what I feel?, why I'm sorry?, who made me feel like this the first time?, we can start identifying those conditions to disable the immediate reaction they cause to the threat of neglect or the rejection. After identifying the conditioning and becoming conscious of it we realize that it is something we learned to adapt but no longer need to survive and although it is not completely deactivated at the time we identify it, the emotional reaction goes away weakening until it ceases to exist. When we finally stop having unconscious emotional reactions is that we are truly free of ourselves and so love (which can only be unconditional because if there are conditions is not love, it is anything else) in ourselves and for others it starts to be the only possible way to create connections and relationships that nurture us, heal us and drive us to grow. 
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Dear family, what we are feeling in the physical body now and for about 12 hours now, is part of the integration of the Cosmic Radiation wave of September 28th. I'm not normally so little specific, but this time this wave of Radiation is affecting the whole body, so they're most likely feeling vibration and tremor throughout the body, plus spasms and stitches of pain in organs and muscles. When something like this happens it's because our nervous system is trying to drive a higher amount of vibration in the form of electricity and the ′′ pain ′′ we feel is a power exhaust point. Did I ever explain in a video that this whole process we're going through is like we're inside a microwave, the microwave ′′ heats ′′ food because it causes greater molecular friction in fact I recommend that when you have symptoms of higher activity in your mouth of the stomach do not use the microwave because molecular friction transfers to our tissues and causes dilation of the pilorus and consequently gastric reflux. In addition to multiple sensations of pain throughout the body, they can also have cold feet and hands, much tiredness, nervousness and the feeling that they do not control your body or that something is happening inside it but do not know what (so as if it were poisoning). Plus we have more gas and increased fluids, which is why it's so important to stay well hydrated because the body uses the water it contains to complete this transformation process. Dehydration also causes headache, mental confusion, lethargy, dizzy, and sometimes even tremors due to lack of minerals. They'll also feel like they don't fit in their body and have a feeling that their height changes throughout the day feeling for higher or lower times depending on the fluctuation of their own vibration frequency and how they integrate this vibratory frequency. 
At the mental level they may be having lack of concentration, immediate memory loss and the feeling that they are ′′ freaking out ", this is because so much electricity in the brain increases the activity of our neurons, plus we are learning to live in a reality that no longer operates under the same conditions as before. Trust the process, be patient and be kind to yourself and others because they will surely short circuit with many people around you. If you pay attention you'll be able to realize how energy moves through your body (mainly in the head, in the soles of your feet, fingertips and bowels) as if it were a barely noticeable electric current. No matter what you are feeling right now, or how you are perceived in this world, remember that everything is SEASONAL and that this is just a necessary, albeit uncomfortable, step in this process of expansion. 
~ Alicia ~ 
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