The content of the following entry is a result of my own experience and perceptions.
If you don't resonate with it, stop reading,
this is primarily for those who have also gone through or standing middle of this process and do not understand what is happening to them.
Since last year (2018), the purification process has intensified due to increasingly intensive
energies. Based on my own experience this process I split into two parts: there have been
mild cleansing and the extreme categories. These are independent about that you working on yourself or not.
Have some days when a sudden start-up cleansing process begins and I think many people have noticed, or not if you are not aware of it.
The mild cleansing usually coming from the Sun or through the solar energies, the energy of the Full Moon, the change of timelines, the purification or rise of collective consciousness etc. - sudden tiredness, flu-like symptoms, suddenly sadness, anger, frustration, loneliness, or the purification/activation of chakras, the symptoms depend on that particular chakra, but only least for 1-2 days.
Many people not aware of what happens to them at this time. You know not only our body transformed to handle/tolerate/ integrate higher energies, but we also have to transform our inner world - we can´t fly with baggage. If you want new furniture in your home, you need to take away the old one, and clean that space out. The same process in within ourselves. Most changes occur when we sleep so most energy can be integrated.
Independent of Energies - If you are conscious and you are listening to yourself, you can also notice small programs on the surface, eg conversations, why and how do you respond to that specific thing or persons? Which questions and actions triggering hard responses within yourself?
A little cliché, but be conscious, sometimes you should notice what you are doing - because many of us only act/react automatically to a certain thing, because our consciousness is not there, my that you just missed one of the running programs, that is not You.
The more extreme category, I have to say, not my favorite, cruel but effective.
You will have a premonitory sign some days before what´s coming - the best description is the word WTF??
Then suddenly the ground is pulled out of your feet, you feel completely alone, lost and isolated. What is certain, it becomes uncertain, you doubt, questioning everything you do not see, you questioning the meaning of your life, you want to go "Home", you do not want to do this anymore, and you try to find out how you can go away from here (Earth), why you need to suffer and leave everyone alone!
You feel that you start to fall down into an endless gap, you lose your interest in certain things what you liked before, not even knowing why. While you sink deeper into the cavity of self-pity and self-loathing - if you are skillful and consciously you start to ask questions. The Energy will not leave you alone until you start asking yourself. Answers only come to good questions and then things start to pop up from the past. things swim up to the surface what you wouldn't even think of it, or you wouldn't have thought that they really had such an effect on you and drilled deep like a spike. This spike is a program that you have been carrying for a very long time.
There are some programs you have brought from your previous life, these are usually trauma, probably not related / no explanation in this life and you have from birth - just think of your phobias, one that has no basis in your life eg. Altitude Sigh - Have you been down from this height in your life? Reptile/spider sluggish, pinched /bit already? No? then congratulations you have already found some running programs that are part of your life, but not who you are.
There are, of course, more layered programs, we just don't look under the surface - nobody like digs deep, maybe we fear that we find something unsatisfying?- and all brought traumas. If you find those programs, you get relieved, you can believe me, it won't cause to you insomnia or all night quiet crying, or anger and quarrel with somebody, self-loathing anymore, instead you get more understanding in your life and in your situation. The puzzle will be in the right place and you will start to realize that that thing is not part of your life, it has never been, but you insisted, simply because you did not recognize it. You will no longer have a "push button" for others and for bad entities when they want to attack you because you will not go into their games, not cause conflict anymore inside and outside you.
"My favorites" and more "nasty theme", which unfortunately are in every human being, is the family main programming. We can separate the Fatherly and Motherly programs, if somebody raised by grandparents then the Grandparents programs, and the siblings' programs.
In a good case, the family is with you since the beginning when your soul moves into the fetus and the programming starts. You hear them in the womb, you hear them from birth until they are with you. You're a baby, you see everything with your third eye, you feel the energies and you know very well what's around you. You are learning about your surrounding world, about your family. Because you only learn to use your 3D senses, all the others are still active, unfortunately later these higher senses we forget and more active the other physical senses.
Most and deepest programming is done by the mother - these maternal patterns that you do not notice maximum you denied - No, I´m not like my mother - aha..look inside yourself.
Most of it "adopted, mirrored" programs like behavioral patterns and reactions for certain things. For example, a mother puts her own self-esteem, her fears on her child (usually her daughter), which manifests as criticism, later, the girl wants to execute everything perfectly under the influence of this program, constantly criticizes herself, never good enough anything what she does, which lead to a self-evaluation disorder. In fact, it is not part of her being/nature but it is an "incorrect, adopted program".
As a family, most of all the mother is the first in this deep programming, it is an actually incredible responsibility that many Mother is unaware of. Every fear/anxiety/ mothers program infuses/passes on to the offspring.
Because we live in a modern world, the Mothers are not only involved in the household/childcare but also in the workplace etc. too, mainly if the father/man is not a partner in everything - does not support her, and this later also become a learned program as part of the program of both the boy and the girl.
The flow of love is also a very important process in family life. Not the words count, but the energy behind and the action. A lot of people are struggling with this problem throughout their lives because their family didn't show love, not let flow of love energy enough, not hug enough and not let them feel that they were important, so they later when growing up they stuck show their love to their important persons in their life or they make in not a healthy way.
Everything has an effect on everything, everybody effect on everybody, just imagine when you go to shopping/public transport/workplace/school - this is like the spiral is twisting further and further. You may wonder why humanity acts like this these days.
Since the subconscious is deeply receptive, we have a lot of programs from the media and communities (school, social media, friends) you might want to catch these programs because they are harmful to your being.
In fact, if you have figured out the programs that run inside you, you realize that you are a bunch of taken/received/traumas programs and nothing to do with YOU, Who actually is YOU ARE.
In fact, not these programs define what You ARE.
You Are by nature, Eternal Light, who came from Source, what is a Clean Essence What Are can´t be negative. That is a Clear Light. This is actually YOU ARE, if you believe it or not.
You'll discover, find it the truth and finally, you start to begin to respect yourself for what YOU REALLY ARE.
It's a process, don't worry if you don't see it, don´t feel it, or don´t understand it, the energies and the TEAM, as I call it (Higher Self, Soul helpers, angels) they help, even if you feel like they do not.
In fact, this journey on the spiritual path is not easy, bumpy, not always candied - pink - unicorns- high vibe - love road - as most people tell to others - you know need very good marketing, that more people have the courage to step on this road. For me, spirituality is more like a Liberation.
At last, my advice to You: let the energies flow and guide you, don't resist, go deep within yourself, if you cry half a ton of handkerchiefs - don´t mind, if it feels hurt - just let it go, everything has its own purpose - Cleansing - You will be better after.
The fall ends once, as the sun is shining above the clouds unless it is evening, but then look on the other side of the earth there will be shining or in the Space at last. Ask questions as you get deeper within, don't blame yourself, don't hurt yourself physically, you're going through it, and you will find great truths and realizations in the end. This process is a big PUZZLE. Do you already have all the parts?
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