"You're here because you know something. What you know you can't explain, but you feel it. You've felt it your entire life, that there's something wrong with the world. You don't know what it is, but it's there, like a splinter in your mind, driving you mad. It is this feeling that has brought you to me." Morpheus - Matrix

Blog News/Me News - Just Check in - 25.11.2025


How are the last few months of the year going for everyone?

To be honest, November has been quite intense and eventful for me so far, both internally and externally. If I remember correctly — it feels like it was months ago — there were 4–5 X-class solar flares, and each one brought a different shadow layer to the surface for me. Which isn’t surprising, since we were in Scorpio season, and that energy is always transformative. It’s the sign that deep-dives into the subconscious, the unseen; the sign that descends into the depths, battles its demons, and brings to the surface things that have been suppressed or hiding within us. No wonder this is the time filled with revelations and the beginning of the death-and-rebirth cycle within and around us.

The first X-class flare was actually quite positive for me — I felt satisfied with my life, myself, and my work. I was surprised, because whenever I feel even a little bit happy or content, something almost always happens that knocks me out of it. I really wished that feeling could last longer than a day. The next day there was another flare, and that one brought up a new layer of self-worth and self-esteem issues — not being chosen. Yes, you read that right. Even though I’m “active” on the internet, I still have plenty of issues related to self-worth… good old past-life stuff mixed with childhood traumas I’ve been carrying around and trying to heal for a while now. And then — boom — another layer rose to the surface.

Blog News/Me News - 18.10.2025


This is just a little mini update to say I'm alive – but unfortunately, the blog has taken a backseat for a while now, and it’ll probably stay on the backburner for a bit longer.

I’ve started a new project alongside my existing cross-stitching, and now I’m juggling the two, trying to keep both moving forward in their own way.

My brother has been suggesting for years that I start a new YouTube channel where I read bedtime stories aloud.
Where did he get that idea? 
I assume it goes back to our childhood when we shared a room and the Harry Potter craze hit. He got the first book as a gift, and since he wasn’t much of a reader but was curious about the story, we came up with the idea that I would read it to him at night.
Well, by the time I got to page three, he was already asleep – and let me tell you, he was not an easy sleeper.
Now that he’s a dad, and his child seems to have inherited his sleep habits – meaning he only falls asleep in the car or with white noise – he figured maybe my voice would help. We tested it out, and so far, it seems to work! The stories are short, but he plays them one after another for my nephew.

Blog News/Me News - 28.09.2025


I'm back…

I really needed that long break.

Thank you so much the nice comments and the support under my previous article๐Ÿ˜ธ

I’m aware that since I left this space, many people have moved on, and perhaps upon hearing this news about how I’ll be continuing, even more might decide not to join me on the next phase of the journey—and that’s okay. I’m happy if someone stays, and for those who don’t, I wish them a beautiful life and hope they find what they’re looking for—whatever it is that supports them on their path.

So, how will we continue on the blog?

With me.

There won’t be any more copied and pasted mainstream social media articles—unless something feels really important, and even then, it’ll be shared only with proper quotes and links. There might still be memes, because I do enjoy humor, and perhaps some music too, since that’s another love of mine. There will be cross-stitch updates, pictures—and the rest will unfold naturally along the way. I have no concrete plan at the moment. I won’t say my posts will be regular—I'll write when inspiration finds me and I have something to say.

Blog News/Me news - 28.08.2025


Hi everyone,

An intense August is slowly coming to an end, and we’re stepping into a new month. The energies are powerful—there’s a massive cosmic radiation affecting the Earth right now, which is quite challenging for our bodies. Wishing strength and resilience to all of you.

I have an announcement to make: due to personal reasons and recent events, I’ve decided to step back from the “online public space” for a while. So far, it’s been sheer mental stubbornness that carried me through the difficult days, but it’s getting harder. It feels like the 10 of Wands or 10 of Swords in tarot—emotionally, it’s becoming too heavy to carry.

It’s simply overwhelming to scroll through social media every day, constantly reading and collecting spiritual messages from various people. Each day, I feel like I’m pushing others’ carts forward by bringing their truth and perspective here—each one a different frequency, a small puzzle piece—and holding space for it all through my blog. But it leaves me with no time, energy, or even desire to share my own voice. The blog has become an obligation, rigid and saturated with other people's words and energies—and that’s what makes it heavy.

What means to be in the present moment and flow

 

Carta Astral 222 - cosmic radiation - 26.08.2025


Dear family,

Yesterday I couldn’t show up here because I didn’t have enough strength. It has been an intense weekend, and in addition to the wave of Cosmic Radiation that I began to feel on Friday afternoon (you may have felt it earlier or later), today we are also under the effect of incoming solar radiation, so it’s a lot for the physical body to handle ๐Ÿฆ‹.

Judith Kusel - never negatively compare yourself with anyone else - 25.08.2025


"Please never negatively compare yourself with anyone else – not with me, not with anyone else, for your soul journey is unique. You have unique and special talents, abilities, knowledge etc. which your soul has had and still has since time immortal when you were first born, and thus your ascension and transfigurations will differ from anyone else. Yes, there may be common ground, common resonance, yet the deepest truth, the deepest and profoundest guidance and inner intuitive knowing will always be yours, and your alone. And this is as it is MEANT to be!

Alexander Quinn - Recent Energies, The Body and the Black Moon - 25.08.2025


Recent Energies, The Body and the Black Moon

Dear All,

72 hours ago Earth was impacted by quite a strong wave of energetic frequency intensified by the presence of a rare seasonal black moon which is the third new moon in an astronomical season containing four for those occurring roughly every 33 months for those interested. 33 is in itself a master number and for those seeing 33 or 333, seeing it means you’re supported and on the right path and to keep following that intuition, however the black moon amplified the psychological and energetic effects of the recent incoming energy pushing for a more strenuous transformation within the four bodies especially the physical including the 
head ( feeling dizzy ) and the cardiovascular system ( pressure on he chest or heart pals )

Cobra - 12:21 Ascension Portal Activation Report - 22.08.2025

Our activation was a huge success, which will be written in the history books as the defining moment for the beginning of a new era.

The Lightworker community displayed an amazing degree of cooperation, creating over 300 videos in over 40 languages, generating over 1 million views.

All three activation have reached the critical mass. The first one was just a few thousand over the minimal critical mass, the second one had over 150,000 participants, and the third one around 200,000.

I ask apology

Oopsie Daisy - ๐Ÿ˜“๐Ÿ˜’my answers was not so clear...


 

Zachary Fisher - the veil is thinner than ever & hardships & Earthquake hit the Drake Passage & path - 22.08.2025


What the collective needs to know in this moment is that the veil is thinner than ever. Dreams, intuition, synchronicities... these are not random. They are signals from your higher self and from the field itself.
The shift is not only happening out there in the world… it’s happening inside you. The body may feel it as pressure, fatigue, or surges of energy. The heart may feel it as waves of emotion, grief, or unexpected joy. The mind may feel it as confusion... because the old logic can’t explain what’s being born.
This is the time to slow down and listen. The Creator is speaking through the silence, through the stillness, through the spaces in between.
The collective is not being asked to know the whole plan… only to trust the next step, the next breath, the next act of love.
What’s coming is bigger than any one of us... but it’s carried by all of us.
ZF

Jason Estes - largest changes on Earth - 22.08.2025

Update:

As we find ourselves in the midst of some of the largest changes on earth in a very long time its important to remember that this phase is for everyone both to learn patience and faith but also for those who have had it to be examples of it as we move through these next 4.5 years the biggest key is celebration of progress instead of shaming it within ourselves and others we can no longer stand on the sidelines and wait but we can also not bully people into remembering our biggest challenge will be to be a keeper of presence instead of a bully of it awakenings can not be forced only choosen just as miracles can not be performed but rather embodied ::hugs::

Q; What is coming in 2032?
A:  lets just say our friends from the sky will be here sooner then you think ๐Ÿ˜Š