How are the last few months of the year going for everyone?
To be honest, November has been quite intense and eventful for me so far, both internally and externally. If I remember correctly — it feels like it was months ago — there were 4–5 X-class solar flares, and each one brought a different shadow layer to the surface for me. Which isn’t surprising, since we were in Scorpio season, and that energy is always transformative. It’s the sign that deep-dives into the subconscious, the unseen; the sign that descends into the depths, battles its demons, and brings to the surface things that have been suppressed or hiding within us. No wonder this is the time filled with revelations and the beginning of the death-and-rebirth cycle within and around us.
The first X-class flare was actually quite positive for me — I felt satisfied with my life, myself, and my work. I was surprised, because whenever I feel even a little bit happy or content, something almost always happens that knocks me out of it. I really wished that feeling could last longer than a day. The next day there was another flare, and that one brought up a new layer of self-worth and self-esteem issues — not being chosen. Yes, you read that right. Even though I’m “active” on the internet, I still have plenty of issues related to self-worth… good old past-life stuff mixed with childhood traumas I’ve been carrying around and trying to heal for a while now. And then — boom — another layer rose to the surface.










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